PSP
PS3
Jump superstars [ gbds game ]
Singing lessons
remaining 16 books of shaman's king
$$$ money $$$
be able to do all splits
70% and above for my subjects
nintendo DS
Nintendo Wii
A true understanding of Life
A slim and beautiful figure??? Wahaha
LOL i'm a regular, shit!
Okay, i jus came back frm 5h chalet.
Well, i onli went frm e 2nd to e 3rd day
Met ying n quek at je
BRAVED winds n rain to get there lehhhhhhh.
At je it was lyk some typhoon plus hurricane LOL.
Stood all e way there ._.
Den reached e UBER big chalet (no photos go ying's blog if u wan view)
den stoned n watched ben 10 for a while on cable
Cas LESSER INSISTED ON WATCHIN >.<
Den played abit of bridge...
Won a fair bit btw :)
den after tht we had a bbq (nt relli)
cas apparently i was under e kitchen duty.
Fryin fries, wedges, chicken wings, fish balls etc.
wif Ai, bangla, vikky n quek
ban zhi mei was a viewer LOL.
Hello first tym i ever fried chicken wings hor.
I qian jing da xiao jie had to qing zhi sia chu for 5H
b touched!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Summore i washed so many dishessssssss
Nvr washed tht many in my whole life b4
LOL.
Den after all this, most of e guys went to cycle.
Hence me, bangla, ai n vikky played truth or dare while ying ying slpt.
Hahahaha.
It was abit sian at first cas mi, bangla n vikky got lyk nth jing bao at all LOL.
So we had alot of random qns LOL.
Den after tht bangla brought out the alcohol tht her parents bought for us.
Vikky didnt drink much,
3 of us drank relative.
It was funny cas ai was lyk:
Nt nice leh.
Den she meng drink LOL!!!
She got drunk HAHAHA cannot walk in a straight line!!!
Anyway den jus as it got EXCITING
e guys barged in ._.
bt anyway after a while we all slpt.
LOL...
Anyway i admire ppl hu nvr had any major crushes b4.
Lucky ppl! X3
Notes on 'shopping':
Better to love and lost than never loved at all.
Apparently this is the best seller. It's just nice advertising and packaging, but it doesn't really pass quality checks.
Don't buy this.
Better to love and forget than never loved at all.
New and improved, but note this is just as costly, not worth the cash.
Buy this if you have extra money to spare.
Better to be loved and forgotten than never loved at all.
This is of much better quality. Doesn't really cost much cash.
Buy this if on discount.
Better to be loved, then forget than never loved at all.
This is of fantastic quality and worth the cash.
Buy this if you're not afraid of excessive waranty and after sale service of up to a year or more.
Better to be loved, then give up than never loved at all.
This is branded and of top-notch quality.
Buy this on impulse if you must. Grab on sight!
Better to love and give up than never loved at all.
This shouldn't even be sold.
But I bought it anyway.
I've suddenly become an active blogger!
No one relli reads bt i dun care.
Had dance today,
nth interestin relli,
bt well no dance 2moro :D
(technicalli its alr 1 plus bt hahaha)
Anyway, hate it.
got a minor sprain :(
In addition to all my bruises etc.
Sucks :(
Still got perfs, n ESP my ballet exam comin up!!!
Mus recover in 2 dayssssssss
PPL PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!!!!!
Got a scratch on my face the appeared frm no where!!!
UGLYYYYYYYY.
In addition to all my pimples eeeeeewwwwww.
Life is unfair i've got all this sad stuff.
HAHA.
Whatever -.-
Btw did u noe tht whatever is the most irritatin word, accordin to research?
Haha my fren told mi this last tym XD
I agree!
Anyway lyk 2moro havin 5H chalet!
Should b relli excited.
Bt my ankle hurts lyk crap, n lyk well im onli goin in a afternoon.
Haha so ...
Nevermind.
Den well, i realised tht alot of my frens r lyk havin loads of probs n r lyk emoing all tht so -
Cheer up ppl :)
2moro will b better!
At least i hope it will :D
I may sound emo in e past few posts, bt
well, its cas
i lyk to write happy stuff in my diary,
so all e ZZZ stuff come here.
Cas a diary is smth u'll keep 4eva.
N a blog is smth u throw away.
I guess im someone hu doesnt wanna face reality.
Bt relli, wads e point if it onli makes u sad?
E point is,
there's no point.
So everybody,
follow jus as i do.
type it out,
n one, two, three:
THROW IT AWAY!!!
Haha.
You noe, you can't throw away e memories
But u can change how u feel abt them
Throw away all e negative emotions :)
When u hav reached a higher level
u can start throwin away the happy ones too.
Cas relli,
alot of times,
its the happy ones tht relli make u sad.
I had a nice chat wif many frens today.
Some content mentioned,
could use some throwin away.
For my frens,
and myself.
A little smth:
Happiness is a skill.
For some, it comes naturally.
For others, it takes a lifetime to master.
For most, it just takes some friends and family to pick it up.
Let me be you friend.
I can't guarantee I can help you pick it up,
but I think you can help me.
Yes.
I'm that selfish.
But ask yourself, who isn't?
This is after a failed attempt to make a new blog on blogspot.
This is also after a failed attempt to make a new blog on xanga.
And many other failed attempts for many other stuff LOL.
So oh well, i shall continue to use this stupid blog for e tym being.
Haha, went to dance AGAIN today.
I dun relli mind wu chun feng cas it's quite slack hehehe.
Bt lyk im sianed of dancin everyday.
Yesterday had ballet rehearsal, e day b4 practice.
I'm nearly a full tym dancer. :(
Anyway lyk i've been in a bubbly mood lately, lyk goin out all tht.
Tokin to frens tht i haven't been tokin to in a while.
It's a nice feeling :)
To all e nice ppl hu hav been listenin to mi rant.
Thanks alot :)
I love u guys hahaha!!!
Bt today was alittle more screwed up.
Shall nt devulge too much even tho not many ppl even noe this blog is yet to die.
Lyk i feel quite distant frm alot of stuff.
N alot of ppl.
Well, i noe it cant be helped, bt i cant say i dun care for nuts.
Nvm i'll get used to it soon :)
Esp tht person.
ROAR.
Whatever, look at me, do i look lyk a care???
Yes i do HAHAHA.
Cut me some slack. I need some tym.
Time is of essence.
Finished reading a book "Leaving Eden" in one day.
Nt too bad, i'd say.
No wonder it got some award.
Reading another book now.
"Loving Frank", seems a bit draggy to mi :/
Bt its a best seller!!!!!!!
Haha omg im so fu qian.
But everyone noes tht hehehe.
Once again mus end this wif a nice forlorn abstract HEHE:
Distance between you and me. It's funny, cause
It's like the 'nearer' it is, the greater the space
Developed.
You'll probably not notice how much of it that you have
Over time.
Until it's too far for you to reach out anymore -
Know that this is inevitable. It's
Never too late, people say -
Obviously I know. This is not true at all but
Why is it that people like you fail to see this?
I don't have any idea how can... You be so stupid -
Can't you see that we're living in reality, it's not like
Anyone live in their dreams 4eva. Wake up -
Nobody can escape from the real world
That's not fair. But that's how it is
Get on with life, live with it -
Endurance is all we need. Grit your teeth,
Then stand up tall, and have pride in yourself -
Only that this is what we lack most. You are
Very nice, but not tough enough, you know?
Everyone knows that but you. So what do you have to say -
Regretting yet? You'd better soon, because
You're the least sensitive guy I've known. Trust me
On this, you don't know about the things around you.
Until now, I can't figure out why I... Am stuck with one
Like you.
Don't relli get it, do you?
Haha it's a rant by a gal scoldin her spineless guy friend XD
But well, as all of you alr know, there's lyk smth hidden inside.
Watch out for e full stops. Alternate lines.
Sometyms, you mean more to ppl den you think you do.
:)
Btw this gal is NOT me sayin this to any guy LOL.
*secrets*
Okay i hav nt blogged in lyk 4eva!!!
Anyway i failed in creatin a new blog so...
So loser sia. Blog oso can fail.
Nt fated hahaha!
So..
I'm back for once.
Haha. Anyway I feel that the future feels so bleak.
I feel tht e world is such a sad place.
I'm screwed.
I have like 7 weekdays off this december.
This includes xmas eve, xmas n new year's eve.
I swear I've repeated this story millions of times to e ppl around mi.
And the worst thing is, I basically have nothing on:
It's only job shadowing and dance.
And only job shadowing really helps my portfolio.
I was hopin to build it up this holiday.
Maybe in my next lifetime. Yay!
And tht's not the only thing that's depressing.
I'm feeling so sick of myself.
Okay, not really hating myself or anything,
but my right arm hurts lyk crap, lyk i hurt my elbow durin YOG pract a while ago.
Bt still need to dance n since its nt fractured i jus shut the hell up LOL.
It's okay to hurt, cas i alr got my whole knees, thighs n elbows bruised,
abrasions haven't recovered n all tht.
Bt im worried tht lyk if one day i overexert it den cannot dance will get into deep trouble ZZZ.
N den i feel stupid.
Lyk when i tell my frens about how i feel.
They tell mi to pon dance or quit dance.
Neither r veri lykly possibilities right ._.
I hav nvr relli hated to dance,
bt i guess dancin has nvr been my forte or my passion.
I'm jus too used to it.
Bt i jus wish i could relli enjoy it.
For once.
Bt thinkin abt it. Tht's nt gonna happen anytym soon.
I giv up. I giv in.
Okay enuf about dance.
Then now even my goldfish is dying.
This is so sad.
It's been with us for so long.
Years!
And so it's old.
And its got a tumor on its back.
It's suffering - and has been for a few days.
Maybe this sounds really lame but I'm really upset about it.
Like when u walk past it and put your finger there, it responds.
It tries to move.
It struggles.
It knows you're there.
And you know it's suffering and well you can't do nuts to help it.
And it really makes me wonder.
Why does it try so hard.
Is it really worth it?
It's so painful to watch.
I don't even want to look anymore.
I wish it'll just rest in peace soon.
Haha. I feel stupid.
I'm so upset I feel that i'm nuts.
N i tell some ppl.
N i feel lyk they think i'm jus sayin it for fun.
Am I?
It's nt veri fun, u noe.
This may sound cheesy bt every life is precious.
So wonder, how you r spending yours.
Bt sometyms is better to think too little than too much.
I think too much. So i noe.
N i tell ppl too much.
Den i end up hurting myself in e process.
Cas wad they say seem so ...
Bt i know it's jus nt in em to noe wad it means to mi.
Can't blame em.
Sometyms idk either.
Complicated LOL.
N i think they'd rather nt get involved.
Smart choice.
Haha.
OKAY! Enough abt this.
On a lighter note!
I'm jus rantin.
I dun lyk it when ppl r emo when they blog all the tym.
Man get over it!
I get over stuff fast,
cas u need to hav a positive outlook in life.
It's nt how badly things r looking,
It's how badly u r looking at things.
So even if u can't leave unhappy events behind,
jus leave the unhappy feelings :)
But sometyms, it's the happy things tht make u feel sad.
So Goodbye,
I'm leaving my feelings behind.
A little abstract:
I left my feelings for you behind,
But as i looked back
I realised
They kept giving chase.
I wondered why,
So i stopped in my tracks
Just for a moment.
The feelings came to me
But before i took them back,
they went right past.
Perplexed
I stared hard to see where they were heading.
Then I saw this shadow in the foreground.
A familiar figure.
That's when I finally saw the light.
It wasn't that my feelings kept following me.
It was that as most people would,
I had wished you'd take them with you when you left.
And apparently my wish came true.
It was just that
I was the one relentlessly chasing behind you.
So now.
I think
I'm really going to stop
and watch you leave.
And I'd be happy
Just watching your shadow.
One year has past.
Another year gone D:
at least last year's been fruitful :D
Well, since I dun wanna go abt rattling abt last year,
nor do i hav anything much to blog abt today,
(If u relli must noe
the main highlights are the following:
I changed my bedsheet
BOUGHT MY PS3
n played
n played
n played)
mayb I'll tok abt the future -
the year ahead...
(glowing aura around the words above)
:D
okay, this basically means
I'm gonna say my new year resolutionssss
LOLx loads of 'S's over there.
here goes:
1) I'm gonna get in e top 10%
(&$@(&#(@^^#@*(& I missed by a tiny weeny bit this year)
2) I'm gonna read newspapers everyday!
apparently, I wanted to start doin tht eeyorns ago but...
3) I'm gonna do ALL my homework
(ok, at least most of em :D)
4) I'm gonna practise dance
(yes, I am goin to practise at tyms other than dance pract LOL)
5) I'm gonna make my eyes bigger
(my eyes hav been shrinkin teeny tiny so I wan DOUBLE EYELIDS)
6) I'm gonna make sure I dun get into anymore trouble
(hahaha, apparently i didn't fare tht well on tht this holis XD)
7) I'm gonna b a good n helpful citizen hu gives back to society
(LOL i'm jus gonna worked harder for CIP
so yeah, its nt as noble as it sounds)
8) I'm gonna become sportier n learn some sports
seriously i need it,
i practically can't play anythin now
LOL badminton is as rusty as rust.
9)I'm gonna b nice to my new class n my CCA peepos n family
THT's LYK EVERYONE yeah I noe
I'm jus gonna CONTINUE being as nice as I am LOLx
n finally -
9.1) I'm gonna get a bf! =.="
ok i'm jus kiddin for this
tht's why u see it's 9.1 n nt 10 LOL
FINALLY,
I will get to e main resolution of YEAR 2009!
10)I AM GOING TO
...
LOSE WEIGHT
ROAR!!!
(To all e ppl hu hav called me fat lately
HAPPY??? XD)
lol
I'm gonna lose a couple of kgs n inches off my waist
ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm gonna do pumpin n sit ups everyday
:D
hopefully =.="
So, now tht I've got all of this off my chest
Let's hope tht i will relli do it
AND CHEERS TO E NEW YEAR
:D
Okay, i finalli went for attachment today.
Hav been goin for dance e past 2 days.
Speakin of dance,
I think ppl nowadays r all becomin veri ZZZ.
(fill it in urself HAHA. Obv idk wad to put XD)
Lyk ppl nvr relli scold u den u lyk complain.
I mean, compare pls.
Sls was lyk 13,190,494,854,085 tyms worse last tym.
He is much nicer now.
I can't believe I'm bloggin n sidin him.\
But YES I AM.
Bt it's not lyk anyone involved will ever read this :D
ok back to topic.
I went back to renci today.
It was kinda boring in a morning.
But got better later HAHA.
I dun mean e slackin part XD
There was this nice uncle
hu was tellin jokes n his lifestory
throwin in some beauty tips n health tips :D
N Edmond keep suanin mi ah.
Tsk. Wad say I'm fat. :(
WATCH OUT! lol.
(now tht doesn't look too convincin, does it?)
haha.
Kris was emoin today oso.
N Esther didn't tell us why :(
ok it's a short post today.
2moro's gonna be e party :)
You make me feel kind of sad,
because you keep reminding me.
Again and again and again.
And I don't wanna be reminded of it ever.
EVER.
I wanna forget.
I wanna give up.
Leave me be.
On a lighter note:
HAHA To another person!
u noe hu u r
hu prob WILL read this.
Cheer up okay?
It's not the end on the world.
I can teach u to b hua chi if u wan.
Mayb it'll help :D
Ok, i woke up at 12.30 today
O_o
so freakin early LOL
den i had this YV attachment meetin again haha.
Went all e way to Orchard.
at e rate im goin, I'm gonna b an orchard pro in no tym
wait n see u ppl :D
den went to yoshinoya
cas all e other places were too crowded :(
bt nt lyk we ate anything anyway
we jus sat there for e ambience LOL
stole some other ppl's cup n bowl to put for display HAHAHA
den we discussed all e important stuff
we refers to mi, esther, hui bin, denyce n edmond
in case u all were wonderin :D
after i reached home
Zemong popped by :)
cas his aunt is my neighbour
we watched slamball
which is kinda lyk basketball
wif extra bouncin LOL
haha :) too lazy to put links here
google it urself :P
after tht i popped by his aunt's house
his whole family there O_O
n i ate dinner there lol :P
lyk i sound cheapo XD
bt they kindly offered mi, okay? :D
Loads of thanks haha
den we played boggle
we as in me, zemong, his parents, relatives etc.
all of them r lyk UBER PROS
i tio owned lyk mad sia :(
haha mayb i shuld hone my skills if i intend to visit again HAHA
after tht i went back
n back to all e normal stuff hehe
If i told em they were crazy
they would nvr believe it
If i told u you were crazy
u would nvr believe it
But i've been tellin myself i am crazy
So why do i believe it???
N i guess i noe wad im goin crazy about :/